I need to spend more time on here. I've lost touch with people on dA that, just a year or two ago, I'd talk to regularly. Must really keep it up, and sort my gallery out!

What's been going on lately then? Well, a few changes. I've realised that my mind really does have power over my heart, as - well, to cut a long story short... the girl I was kind've seeing for the past few months turned out to be a complete slut, so I've cut her out of my life. I feel better for it. I've realised that, about myself, I have a lot more willpower than I give myself credit for. I don't need people who are reckless with my heart in my life, so I simply drop them from it.

My uni course is going okay... I've fallen behind on a bit of work but I've been hellishly busy with a lot of other things that I really shouldn't have been busy with. Starblind are playing their first ever Academy gig on Monday (to non-UK people, that's a big thing!) and are confirmed to open for From First To Last / The Blackout in February on the main stage! Things are going great, our new songs are sounding slick and polished, and we're closer as friends now as well. Moving in with James and Pow next year, non stop Starblind times!

I've been put in charge of Newcastle's Tilllate.com region, well, I say 'in charge', really I'm working through someone else as I'm still technically assigned to the Leeds region. The Newcastle regional manager is a great friend of mine, and we're working together to get the region sorted for when I move back to Newcastle after uni's finished.

The future... scary isn't it? This time next year I'll have to be in a job, actually trying to make a living for myself. I don't like thinking about it, but at the same time it excites me... where will I be? Who will I be with? What will I be doing? Hopefully touring with Starblind!

To those who know me, they'll know that I follow my heart a lot (yes, I know I said my mind has power over it, but it doesn't mean I don't follow it). Recently so many people have been coming to me asking about relationships, what am I, House M.D. of relationships? I like it, though, I feel like I'm helping people. Unfortunately most people that come to me asking for advice have one obvious answer that they don't want to admit to. If you go to someone and say you're not happy, you don't like things, you want a change then the only person who can make that change is you. The only answer is to get out of it whilst you still can, and make the change.

I want a movie romance. I'm a sucker for that, I want to have a girl who can be my world. But am I jaded by Hollywood? No, I know what I want. I want to have a relationship that's perfect - someone I can call up and just chat with, someone I can say looks beautiful, someone I can, basically, love. Even if I'm in Leeds and they're elsewhere, someone where the distance won't matter because when we're together, and even when we're not, its perfect.

Chances of me finding that? I don't know. But I know there'll be someone who wants the same.

This has turned into a bit of a ramble, hasn't it? But, yeah, time... Time heals all wounds and time unwravels everything. True love waits, just let time do its job.

Also, Muse on Wednesday were epic.